Dare

Dare to be specific and clear
If you desire to be understood
Implication and light indication
Have their place as both should

But at some point we must
Dare to be specific and clear
Dare to speak plainly
As to what is

Our purpose here




Neils
9:11 pm
05/28/2006
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transcribed this time
9:35 pm
05/28/2006


N.....again

Merry Merry

Merry Merry quite contrary

What a little bag of pus
Thought he'd leave but it
Made him grieve

So
Now he's come back to us

Pretending to be all outraged
Pretending to give a damn
Still asserting he's all knowing
Still the sacrificial lamb

Offered up by his own arrogance
Offered up on the plate of hate
Doomed to ride the nowhere train
Condemned to his own self chosen fate

Merry Merry quite contrary
Back in his new priggish front
Wants to hit a home run but
He's only got guts enough to bunt

Why does he waste his time
Why is he completely lost
Because the doors to the soul are open
And you don't have to pay the cost

But still he searches his pockets
For nickle shit and dimes
Brushing the truth manically aside
In his mad mad search

For the hidden signs



Neils
9:17 am
05/27/2006
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transcribed this time
9:22 am
05/27/2006


N....again

A mini-14

A mini-14
And a campers pack

A military compass
And a plan for a counter attack

After the first assault
After all the chaos and death
A place picked out ahead of time
Where one might gather one’s breath

And have access to some water
A place to slip in and out of
When returning back to the study
Of the death angels avenging love

A spyder-co foldable knife
And some MRE’s
A portable virul water filter
Because that’s how it’s going to be

Hard and real
Dirty and down
Once they’ve blown up
Or poisoned your town

Will you have your re-supply
Buried around in different locations
Because it’s going to be a different
World……….a different nation

Flint and steel
Fire and cold
Survival will become
The main business of the soul

And you better have the guts for it
You better grow yourself a back bone
Because everywhere is where danger will be
And everywhere and anywhere will be your home



Neils
8:36 am
05/21/2006

May the blood of the world

May the blood

Of the world
Choke back in your throat
May the chance of your continued
Insulation become progressively remote

Till you are faced with the atrocity
Of some other trash like you
Slaughtered before your very eyes
May you behold this horrific view

And know the pain and sorrow
That were in other people's voices
As once they talked to you of your
Willful naivite by self indlugent choices

And who will you call on then
Who will be your great defender friend
No one because you sold them all out
On the way to meet your shame filled end

How will you walk on broken legs
How will you see out of blinded eyes
How will you ever feel joy again
When all there is left to do is cry



Neils
4:07 pm
05/19/2006
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transcribed this time
4:15 pm
05/19/2006


N....again

The challenge of the arrogant spoiled brat self proclaimed geniuses and the joke of their creativity in the Alternative Vulture Culture Movement....

Wow you guys are just so zany

Unique and spontaneously creative
So hip to the tricks and all
You're so cool ice is jealous
And is waitin out in the hall

To be invited in to the in club
To be allowed to hang with the gang
That defines avante guarde
That knows all the new valuable slang

I hope you keep coming by
My IQ feels like it increases ten fold
Every time one of you even get near
What secrets of wisdom you must hold

In those huge brains of yours
What depths of soul you do reveal
Every time you come around
And reflect upon what you think is real

No seriously please keep coming
You got the fire power step on in
Let's see if you're steel is tempered
Let's see if you know how like a reed

To bend




Neils
10:26 pm
05/11/2006
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transcribed this time
11:18 am
05/12/2006


Neils